This is my first letter (and also a reply to yours) that I’ve written (or I guess I coded?) in a long time.
So please don’t mind any grammatical errors I’m gonna make.
Anyway first and foremost thank you.
I’ve probably already told you this so many times but I really can’t help it.
I’m thankful for you for entering my life.
And for God for creating someone as amazing beautiful and talented as you.
Yes you. I'm pointing at you.
At this moment of my life, you've become someone thats VERY very important to me na, someone who I'm afraid to lose.
I quite literally have LOTS and LOTS to say to you so let's go down the memory lane shall we?
I remember it was July 29, 2024.
The first time I've met you.
To be honest I didn't expected you to be someone who I will be so attached to.
I thought that the relationship between us will only be same to my relationship to those of our fellow classmates.
Looking back then, the reasons for our first interaction was actually due to rafael's racist humor,
and of course due to my talkative nature, I decided that it was a good idea to talk with you guys and try to be friends with the three of you (You, Dinara, Ramiel)
and boy was definitely one of the best decisions I've done and will do on Earth.
Because that was the start of our conversations, that was when we started talking,
and most importantly, that was how I started knowing you.
And as I grew closer and closer to you everytime we talked, that was when I realized...
"oh no... I'm in love."
Which was something I didn't really expect to say, especially during that time when I was pretty much hating on the thought of 'love'.
anyways it took me a few days to muster up my courage to confess to you.
And at exactly September 14, 2024 at 8:08:33pm...
i sent you my confession message,
only to be shocked in the next 20 mins to know that you've felt the same for me HAHAHA.
That day has become so memorable to me that it became a password to not only 1 or 2 or 3 but ALL of my accounts in the games that I've played.
As for why i did that?
Well my memory isn't really that sharp, but I do remember my passwords pretty well so it's my way of keeping it in my memory
And as I'm writing this letter, its been exactly 462 days, 5 hours, 35 minutes and 28 seconds ever since that moment...
Okay that's enough flashback XD.
To tell you the truth, I wasn't really looking for someone during that time.
In fact, I was doing the opposite; I was trying to run away from it since it was actually just a few months after I got my heart broken.
But you...
yes you.
was so special that I was willing to love once again even if it meant bleeding my own hands trying to keep my heart together just so that I was able to love you wholly.
And as of this moment, there has not been a single day where i have regretted it.
Although yes we did have times when we had confusions and misunderstandings, we were able to address it and fix it.
I'm very very proud of what you've done up to this moment.
Athough you might think differently and say something along the lines of "but i could've done better" Or "my grade 9 self would be dissatisfied with the current me. "
Well I believe that your grade 9 self would've been proud for you for not giving up
even though the amount of responsibilities you've had and the stress you're currently handling has increased exponentially.
Instead of criticizing you,
I'm sure that your past self would give you a VERY tight and VERY warm hug.
And para sa akin, you should give yourself those things too;
not just the hugs, but also the acknowledgement.
Acknowledgment that you are enough, and what you've done was enough.
I hope that you'll take even more care of your body,
don't abuse it too much by pulling up all nighters for like 7 days a week.
Always take care of yourself.
And whatever happens...
Know that I am and will still wait for that 15 years.
or until you find someone who will make you happy:)
After all,
HEYAAAA!!
unfortunately the code had more problems than expected so please forgive me na it took longer to give you this letter T_T
Anyways
by the time that you receive this letter, it'll probably be only a couple days left before your conntest sa Baguio.
Goodluck and Godbless po xyyy:3
I pray to God that he'll guide you guys for the win!!!
Remember to take care of yourself para di na tayo medyo magkasakit
Oh, and eat your meals on PROPER TIME ah?
Goodluck and Godbless ulitttt
Have a safe flighttt:33
oh and also...
Happy Valentines Day:)
Will forever be yours,
79, corvus, goldy,Au